Seasonal depression or just life?

That moment when you are ready to give up but you have to force yourself to go on. That time when the best friend is leaving and you owe it to her to give her a nice farewell but you are just drowning in your own 'keep going' challenge. When the drive is dying and the weather is just not nice. That moment when nothing seems worthwhile... Yes we all have those days and my escape is my writing. It brings me back to my senses. I am drowning nevertheless... back to reality now.