In all honesty

In all honesty (not for you to read Jannah ;)

Sometimes

• to be able to have to not be worried all the time that she is not eating bugs...
• to be able to shop in the malls without having to run after her
• to be able to sleep without being woken to her sounds
• to be able to got out and sit down and have a quiet dinner without cutlery on the floor and ketchup on the table cloth
• to be able to wear a t shirt on a single day without a chocolate milk stain...
• to be able to relax under the shades of a tree
• to be able to not have to vacuum three times a day

.... sometimes its just a dream, a luxury but having a child in your life gives your life meaning and completes it so nevermind the stains and spills, the tantrums and the yells, the running and the catching.... she is the one that makes us smile through all of it... she is the meaning of our lives.

18 months

As the memories begin to fade away of giving birth to jannah, bringing her home on a cold winter night, feeding her, her first solid meal and leaving her birthplace; she begins to add to our albums a whole new world of life and energy.

So she loves to run and to talk mainly with strangers. All her naughtiness together makes me one mad hatter. If you saw me running around like I'm crazy, I'm probably running after her hoping that she wont come back with a scraped knee or bruised fore head that she is barely aware of.

so as you can imagine I'm living on the edge of the seat and am on pins every other time that the little monster is not asleep.